I think I know how to verbalize this current state of mind, but putting it into words will make it a tangible concept that I know I'm not prepared to grasp or wholly face.
Yesterday ended not too long ago. A rather lonely ending to a day reminiscent of my most painful project: "The sin(ner) I cannot forgive." It's been six months, and as proud as I am of my progress, being reminded that I have even further to go always feels like a slap in the face.
I know healing is never a linear process, but I wish it wasn't so difficult.